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At the time when Eliza Roxey Snow was at the peak of her effectiveness
as a leader of the women of the Church in Utah, her closest associate,
and eventual successor, was Zina Diantha Young. Both women were
wives of Brigham Young, though of the two only Zina had borne a
child by him. Both were native easterners, Zina having been born
31 January 1821 in Watertown, Ontario County, New York, seventeen
years after Eliza was born in Becket, Massachusetts. Both had converted
to Mormonism as young women and had come with their families, sometimes
travelling together, in the hegira which concluded for them in the
Great Basin. They shared the leadership of the Relief Society, almost
from its rebirth as a Churchwide organization in 1867, but where
the women thought of Eliza as the head, they considered Zina the
heart of the association. From Eliza's death in 1887 until her own
in 1901, Zina presided over the Relief Society worldwide.
Married to Henry Bailey Jacobs in Nauvoo on 7 March 1841, Zina
gave birth the following year to her first son, Zebulon William
(she spells it Zebulun), and on the Chariton River as they crossed
Iowa en route to Winter Quarters in 1846, to a second son, whom
she named Henry Chariton. Her third child, a daughter born after
Zina's marriage to Brigham Young, was Zina Presendia Young Card,
later matriarch of the Mormon settlements in Canada. Zina Presendia's
daughter Zina married Hugh B. Brown, apostle and counselor in the
First Presidency until his death in 1975. Their daughter Zina Lydia,
born in Canada but now residing in California, has two daughters,
to one of whom she gave the traditional name. It is with that daughter
that this present account begins.
Zina Elizabeth Brown, Betty to her friends, had been using a locked
trunk as a coffee table for several months before she found someone
who could open it. She had been given the trunk on the death of
her grandfather, Hugh B. Brown. It had belonged to his wife, Zina
Card Brown, but no one in the family knew of its contents. When
in early 1979 Betty finally looked into the trunk, she found, among
the clothes and keepsakes of her grandmother, some letters of her
uncle, Hugh Brown, who was killed in World War II, indicating that
the trunk had last been opened around 1942, and two diaries of her
great-great grandmother, Zina Diantha Huntington Jacobs, one dating
in the 1890s, the other, the Nauvoo one here printed, dating 5 June
1844 to 21 September 1845.
The Nauvoo diary was written crosswise on papers saddle-stitched
as a school exercise book might have been, its pages measuring,
folded, six by eight inches. The handwriting is small, the ink in
some cases faded, and the edges of the pages frayed. Even so, most
of the words can be made out quite clearly. The little booklet had
been rolled, such that conservators at the LDS Church Archives,
where Betty brought the diary to ensure its preservation, had difficulty
flattening it to make it readable. It is now kept in an acid-free
folder in the atmosphere-controlled environment of the Archives
where it is available to scholars interested in Nauvoo, in social
history, in the history of women, or, more specifically, in Zina
herself.
Zina Diantha--one must often use both names to separate mothers
and daughters in the six-generation chain of Zinas--saw and reported
events at almost every stage in the history of the Mormon movement
from Kirtland, Missouri, and Nauvoo to settlement in the Great Basin.
Her diaries, some very sketchy, some quite detailed, were preserved
initially by Zina Card Brown. The larger collection was in the keeping
of Mary Brown Firmage, her daughter, who recently donated them to
the Church Archives for preservation there. Mrs. Firmage has done,
and continues to do, extensive research into that family, her project
leading towards a long biographical study of the women, particularly
the Zinas. Her help with this present project is gratefully acknowledged.
Among all these family papers, this Nauvoo journal of Zina Diantha
seems to demand particular attention, containing as it does so much
more than just personal events in the life of its writer. Nauvoo,
itself, as seen through the eyes of the bright, observant, deeply
committed woman, becomes alive through details she provides. She
describes the tumultuous year following the martyrdom of Joseph
and Hyrum Smith with an accuracy which checks out almost to the
last jot with the documentary History of the Church and other diaries
of the time.
The diary opens with the events which lead to the slayings at Carthage,
the "ever to be remembered awful day of the 27 of June 1844",
told as they were reported in Nauvoo at that time. The return of
the Quorum of the Twelve which followed, their acceptance as rightful
successors to the Prophet at the momentous 8 August meeting, and
the subsequent trial of the accused murderers of the brothers are
recounted from Zina's point of view. She notes military exercises
of the Nauvoo Legion, the dedication of the Seventies Hall, the
laying of the capstone on the Temple, the arrest of five Mormons
from the Lima settlement, and the persecution which, by the end
of her account, has mobs burning the homes of the Saints in that
southern outlying colony. In the midst of the turmoil, however,
she comments that "peace and prosperity reigns in the city,"
and at the end of her account she observes that "all things
move in order in the City."
As counterpoint to the public affairs in Nauvoo are the private
events in Zina's life. She notes sicknesses--her own, her husband
Henry's, their son Zebulon's, and those of the many people who came
to her for nursing care. Already Zina is developing skills which
would lead her later to become midwife and medical practitioner.
Never very settled in a home, Zina moves three times during the
fifteen months of the diary, a course, one would believe, not unusual
in Nauvoo. Henry Bailey Jacobs, her husband, moves in and out of
her view as he leaves for and returns from various short missions,
some of them with her brother Oliver as his companion.
Zina is personally very much affected by the events she relates.
She is chilled by the Martyrdom, all the more intensely for her
having been sealed to Joseph Smith in late 1841. She is inspired
by a sermon of Brigham Young's, one not now extant, "uppon
Priesthood, the Godhead, the dut[i]es of Male and Female, there
exaltations, &c." She is not unmoved by the succession
meeting of 8 August, though she makes no mention here of Elder Young's
speaking with Joseph's voice. She finds delight in a family Christmas
at Lima, horror in her first actual view of violence, sorrow in
the deaths around her, and joy in the birth of David Hyrum Smith,
Emma and Joseph's last child. All these responses find reflection
in the psalm-like prayers with which the accounts often end.
With all that openness, there is still enough restraint to keep
a careful covering around the intimate Zina. Her relationship to
Henry Bailey Jacobs, the husband who stood approving as her earlier
sealing to Joseph Smith was confirmed by proxy in the Nauvoo Temple
and who witnessed her sealing "for time" to Brigham Young,
seems not uncordial here. That first marriage, described in later
biographical studies as an unhappy one, is not overtly so in these
accounts. Zina shows pride in Henry's calling as seventies president;
she accepts as dear friends the Saints who were kind to him on his
missions; she cares for him in sickness and notes his progress on
their house. There is little of the intimate view of their lives,
but one cannot expect that, considering the times and the mores
of Victorian America. On the whole, if she is not an enthusiastic
bride, Zina does seem a contented wife.
Most important in her life are her family, extended by the marriage,
after her mother's death, of father William Huntington to Edward
Partridge's widow, Lydia. Eliza and Emily Partridge, near contemporaries
of Zina's, are frequent visitors, and young Lydia and Caroline also
come. Edward, Jr., their young brother, is mentioned.
The Huntington family itself is large, with strong bonds unbroken
by distance and religion. Chauncey, the oldest son, married in 1825,
did not accept the Mormon message and remained in New York when
the rest converted and came west with the Saints. Dimick and his
wife Fanny are in Nauvoo with their two sons, Clark and Lot, and
the baby Martha. William, Jr., is married to Caroline Clark; their
two children had both been born in Nauvoo, and a third would arrive
shortly after Zina's diary stops. Oliver, just younger than Zina,
would marry during the course of the diary, but in New York, so
Zina recounts only his departure. John, the youngest Huntington,
is a teenager at this time.
Zina's one surviving sister--two had died--is Presendia, eleven
years her senior, who lives with her husband Norman Buell and their
two children at Morley's Settlement, or Lima, a day's buggy ride
south of Nauvoo. Four of Presendia's children had died, and Zina
will recount the burial of the fifth in this diary.
Besides these immediate family members there are some others who
come into the diary: "Father Jacobs" is Henry's father,
for whom he was named; Henry's sister Lydia Jacobs and her husband
Urban Stewart live in Nauvoo, a young couple nearer Zina's twenty-three
years than Henry's twenty-seven. The uncle with whom the diary opens
may be Dana Jacobs, later to become, with Henry, one of the presidents
of seventy--he in the Sixteenth Quorum, Henry in the Fifteenth.
The relationships of families are not always certain, during these
early days of plural marriage, when, as Amasa Lyman observed years
later, "We obeyed the best we knew how, and, no doubt, made
many crooked paths in our ignorance."1 The secretiveness necessitated
by the threat from without and dissention from within the Church
makes unusual in a contemporary account even as much of a note as
Zina makes when referring to her brother William's having as his
second wife Harriet Clark, Caroline's sister. Ann Maginn will become
his third wife, but whether she is or is not at this time is not
certain. The same is true for the Partridge sisters, Eliza and Caroline,
both of whom will become wives to Amasa Lyman, who lies sick at
Zina's house when the girls come visiting.
There are many more friends and acquaintances who come and go in
these pages. It is impossible to identify with certainty who some
of them are; many are already known to readers. For that reason
there has been no attempt to provide footnoted guesses at their
identification. Rather, correct spelling has been provided to make
the known ones clearer; the others, other than family, are left
to the reader's conjecture.
Editorially, in an attempt to preserve the flavor of Zina's own
style, little has been done to the diary. Despite the fact that
she taught school, Zina is a poor speller, often inconsistent in
her own misspellings, a characteristic which adds credit more than
fault to her accomplishment; there is far more to be praised in
precise wording than in mere orthography, and where Zina might not
know the spelling, she certainly did know the word. And it is delightful
to hear Amasa Lyman's name as Zina pronounced it: Amacy Limon, or
Clarissa Decker's, Claracy. Where the reader might possibly trip
over a misspelled word, the correction has been provided; for the
most part, though, the phonetic spelling is quite adequate.
Some words appear to be Zina's own: a lowry day, for example, or
the verb lacken, or backen, or bachen, meaning to diminish or decrease,
used as a transitive verb, in the active voice, as in "wilt
thou lacken the power of our foes." Occasionally Zina transposes
words, and sometimes her final g's and d's are interchanged. These
have been left as she wrote them. The only changes which have been
made silently are in punctuation, in which case periods and commas
have been inserted, and capitals added, for ease of reading. All
proper nouns have been capitalized, and ampersands have been replaced
with and. The dating has been left as she wrote it, with just numbers
counting off the days, sometimes several in a line with no entry
until the last one. The months are identified on the first entry
of each one.
| Kesäkuu 1844 |
| 5, 6, 7, 8, 9. |
Went with Henres [Henry's] uncles family uppon the hill. From
this day I understand the Kinsmans degree of freemasonry.2 My
husband, being a Master Mason, attended meeting. Hiram Smith
spoke exceeding well also re[a]d a revelation. I went to see
Sister Gleson, and Sister Abigal Thorn in the past we[e]k. |
| 10, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16. |
Henry returned. |
| 17. |
The Bretheren are having to prepare to defend them selves
again.3 |
| 18. |
I went to the Masonic hall with the sisters. |
| 19. |
Tra[i]ning. 3 companes arived, to [two] from over the river.
O God save thy people. |
| 20. |
Stayed at Wm [William Huntington's] all knight. The bretheren
are still in town tra[i]ning. |
| 21. |
Had a letter from the Governor, to Joseph. He is at Carthage,
that is the Gov[ernor].4 |
| 22. |
Saturday knight about midnight the g[u]ard came in, also about
40 men of the other party or from Carthage. The Goviner deman[d]s
Joseph.5 |
| 23. |
Joseph and the bretheren are in councel supplicating the throne
of grace for His divine direction. Elder Adams spoke at the
stand.6 Henry and I went. It was an interesting sermon. He also
related the tale of his being at sea, the Maraclous [miraculous]
hand of God being with him in visions, &c. He is soon to
start on an important mission to the east. May God bless him. |
| 24. |
A day long to be remembered. This Day Joseph, Hiram, John
P. Green, Dimick [Huntington] and others started for Carthage
to be met at the Mound.7 Returned about noon acconipned [accompanied]
by a number by the Goviners orders. Took the cannons and all
the U.S. arms also the before mentioned prisoners and left this
place late in the afternoon. O God save thy servents, save them
for Jesus Sake. This night after the brethren left here for
Carthage the Hevens gathered Blackness, the thunder and lightning
was dreadful, the storm arose in the west. |
| 25. |
Joseph and Hiram ware exhibeted to the mob by the Govinor.
The anger of the Mob still increased. The Govinor Pledged his
sacred word and honor also the faith of the State of Ill[inois]
that they should be protected, especially Joseph and Hiram.
This was done before they left there [their] Homes.8 |
| 26. |
Joseph['s] Lawyers endeverd to make them secure. Done all
in there power for there safety, especially Lawyer Read.9 O
the ever to be r[em]embered awful day of the 27 of June 1844.
The men of Carthage drove off some of the Bretheren at the point
of the bayonet and swore they would kill Joseph. The Goviner
knew of it yet he left them in the gale [jail] (with a light
g[u]ard), took a number of men, came out here. About the time
they arrived here in Nauvoo the awful s[c]ene took place. About
100 or 100[?] men with painted Faces burst open the gale [jail]
dore. Shot in. (No man entered the room.) Joseph discharged
three of the barrels of a six shooter. Hirum was shot first
in the head or under the left eye. Shod [shot] Joseph through.
He leaped from the upper window of a 2 story bilding. Br[other
Willard] Richards started to Follow him but seed [seeing] that
he must fall uppon the enemes bayotel [bayonet?], desisted.
Brother Talor [John Taylor] is wounded. By the meraculous hand
of God br. Richards was not hurt, for the bullets flew like
hail in A violent storm. They ware both shot twice. Thus in
one day about 3 or 4. oclock fell the Prophet and Patr[i]arch
of the Church of the Lat[t]erday Saints, the kind husbands,
the affectionate Father, the venerable statesman, the Friends
of man kinde, by the hand of a ruthless Mob mixed with desenters.
O God how long before thou wilt avenge the innosent blood that
has be[e]n shed? How long must widdows mourn and orp[h]ans cry
before thou wilt avenge the Earth and cause wickness to seace
[cease]. Wilt thou hasten the day, O Lord, in thine own way.
Wilt thou Prepare me and to stand all things and come of[f]
conqerrer through him who hath Loved us, and give me a seat
in thy selestial Kingdom with the Sancitified. I ask these favors
for thy son Jesus sake, amen. |
| 28. |
This after noon the Bod[i]es of the Marters arived in town.
I went herd the speeches m[a]de by our bretheren and Friends.
They stood where Joseph last stood and addresse[d] the bretheren,
or he called them sons.10 Went into his house for the first
time and there saw the lifeless speechless Bod[i]es of the towo
[two] Marters for the testimony which they held. Little did
my heart ever think that mine eyes should witness this awful
seen [scene]. |
| 29. |
The People of the City went to see there beloved Prophet and
Patriarch who had laid down there lives for the cause and there
Bretheren. The night after the bretheren ware buried we had
an awful thunder storm and lightning, so the mob did not come
as they intended. |
| 30. |
It is Sunday, a lonely h[e]art-sorrowful day. Also it rains. |
| Heinäkuu 1844 |
| 1. |
I washed, they Joseph and Hirams cloth[e]s. |
| 2. |
I went to Dimicks and Wms. Elder Adams, and [Jedediah] Grant
started after the 12.11 |
| 3. |
Wm called here this evening! Very plesent [pleasant]. |
| 4. |
Spent the day at Sister Jonese's, Carlos Smiths Widdow [Agnes
Coolbrith Smith], the girls that resides with her, Louisa Bemon
[Beaman], and Sister Marcum [Hannah Markham]. Very plesent to
day, but ah what drearryness and sorrow pervades evry bosom.
The once noble banner of liberty is fallen, the bo[a]sted land
of fre[e]dom is now sta[i]ned with innocent blood. O God wilt
thou save us. |
| 5. |
Very warm. |
| 7. |
A meeting at the s[t]and.12 |
| 8. |
I again commence my sc[h]ool but mournfully.13 |
| 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14. |
At[t]ended at the Stand. Parl[e]y [P.] Prat preached in the
power of the speret [spirit]. It was truly comforting, for truly
did we need it. |
| 15. |
The brethren are a going afishing like unto the days of old
when Jesus was slain. |
| 16,17,18. |
The Church had a day of fasting and Prayer. I attended the
meeting, payed my 10 c[en]ts tithing to the Temple. A violent
thunder Storm. I was alone in the night but God preserved me. |
| 29. |
Presendia came up from Lima. |
| 30. |
Returned sick. I am very sorry. |
| 31. |
I closed my school to day. |
| Elokuu 1844 |
| 1. |
Samuel Smith died.14 O God have mercy on thy People, comfort
those that mourn. |
| 2. |
I went to sister [Elvira Cowles?] Holmes. |
| 3. |
President
[Sidney] Rigdon arived here. |
| 4. |
I herd him preach. He spoke of Josephs halving a Kingdom built
up unto him; also of the father Son and Holy G[h]ost. |
| 5. |
Some of the [Quorum of the] 12 arived. |
| 6. |
Suffrance Scot or Reaves son of [blank] years old died here
at my house.15 |
| 8. |
I went to meeting in the afternoon, Thanks be to Him who reigns
on high, the majority of the Twelve are her[e]. Brigham
Young spoke and the Church voted that the 12 should act
in the office of there calling next to Joseph or the three first
presidents.16 |
| 9, 10. |
I went with old Sister [blank] to see Mother Smith [and] the
records.17 |
| 11. |
We went to Meting. Liman Wite [Lyman Wight] spoke. |
| 12. |
Henry and Father went to see Oliver at Lima. He is very sick. |
| 13, 14, 15. |
I herd Erastus Snow Preach a funeral sermon. |
| 16. |
A day of Prayer and Fasting. O God wilt thou forgive all my
sins. |
| 17. |
I went to Fathers and Dimicks. Sister Palmer stayed all knight. |
| 18. |
Went to meeting. B[righam] Youngs Spoke concerning the unity
of the church and the danger of dividing. In the after noon
Heber Kimble [Kimball] and O. Hide [Orson Hyde] spoke. It was
an excelent meeting About as the Sun was setting Father, Henry,
and Oliver arived from Lima. O[liver] is very Sick. Stood his
journey beyond expectations. I feel to thank the Lord that I
have seen him alive. |
| 19. |
P Edmons had a chill here.18 I washed. Took a voilent cold. |
| 20. |
Henry had a chill. |
| 21, 22, 23, 24, 25. |
H[enry] and Zebulun quite sick with the ague. |
| 26, 27. |
H[enry] has his ague. |
| 28, 29, 30, 31. |
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| Syyskuu 1844 |
| 1. |
The Twelve or some of them occupied the day. My Family ware
sick and I did non [not] go but understood they had an ecenent
[excellent] meting.19 |
| 2. |
H[enry] broke his ague. |
| 3, 4. |
All on the amend [mend]. |
| 5. |
Went to fast meeting. I feel to thank the Lord that I have
the privilege of attending meetings and hearing the glorious
instruction. O may I make a wise use of all these things and
be save[d] in the celestial Kingdom of our God for his son sake,
Amen. |
| 1. |
Went to meeting with Father. S[idney] Rigdon preached first
sermon. Spoke of Victoria, O how wonderful. Br[i]gham Young
asked the High Priests what they had learned. I would say [incomplete]
August the 31st that was Saturday that Charl[e]s Rich was put
in Wilson Laws place in the Legion and Brigham Young in Josephs
stanging [standing] as [lieutenant-general]. |
| 3. |
We went to Dimicks, stayed all knight at Fathers. The Twelve
labored with S Rigdon most of the night and demanded his lisence,
but he refused. |
| 4. |
S R is reported in the [Nauvoo] Neighbor with others, to appear
at the stand next sabath. |
| 5. |
The Twelve preached at the stand, very well. |
| 6. |
Viseted at Sister [Patty] Sessions. |
| 7. |
A lowry[?] day. |
| 8. |
We went to meeting. Sidney Rigdon was cut off from the church
with others. |
| 9. |
The Rigdon followers had a meeting in the evening. |
| 10. |
I was at Mother [Patty] Sessiones. |
| 11. |
Sold our improvements to Br Wetherby.20 |
| 12. |
I went to Prayer meting Parley Prat spoke of the welfare of
the Church, the necesity of building the Temple, our endewment,
&c. |
| 13. |
Dimick and Wife and Julia ware here. Watched with Br Bells
Child. It died about 12 oclock. |
| 14. |
I went and saw Sister Hamer. |
| 15. |
Herd Parly [P. Pratt] again. It was most excelent. Spoke on
Priesthood the order of the kingdom, who would judge us. Orson
Prat spoke in the afternoon. I was not there. Also George Smith. |
| 16. |
Very pleasent. |
| 17. |
Bought a small piece of a lot of my br[other] William Huntington. |
| 18. |
I went to Wms. |
| 19. |
The ague in my face, or the teeth ake [ache]. |
| 20. |
Moving. I called at B[righam] Young. He was not in. It rained
in the evening. |
| 21,22. |
We went to Meeting. B Young spoke uppon the power of the Priesthood,
when Joseph was ordained, &c. |
| 23. |
I was at Sister Crosbes. |
| 24. |
We moved to Wm Huntingtons house to stop until Henry can build
a house uppon a piece of land he bought of Wm size 2[?] in front
and 100 back. |
| 25. |
Some of the Goviners troops arived within 2 miles of town. |
| 26. |
To a Thursday prayer meeting at brother Tidwells. |
| 27. |
The Goviner with [two aides] past through the City of Nauvoo
and re protecting against the wolf hunt that has ben in agitation
by the citizen[s] of this state and said to wish the detection
of the assasins of our Prophet and Patriarch. O Lord wilt thou
soften there hearts towards the Saints and permit us to do all
things thou hast Commanded and make our calling and election
sure and thy name Shall have all the glory.21 |
| 28. |
The Legion came out. The Goviner and his men saw them, said
they done well. The Govner still holds there arms [the Nauvoo
Legion's]. In a fals alarm there was a man kil[l]ed, shot through
the body.22 |
| 29. |
The Goviner and men left for Warsaw. |
| Lokakuu 1844 |
| 1, 2. |
Caroline and I sowed at Dimocks. |
| 3,4. |
Very pleasant. |
| 5. |
Norman Buell and wife [Presendia] arived here from Lima. |
| 6. |
Wee all went to meeting. Brigham Young spoke, and Parly Prat
had most excelent teachings, O God, wilt thou seal these things
in my hart. |
| 7. |
Done Church bisniss mostly. H. Kimble [Heber Kimball] spoke.
N[orman] and P[resendia] started for home. |
| 8, 9, 10, 11. |
Ann and Lydia ware here. |
| 12. |
Wm moved. |
| 13. |
I went to Father Jacobs. |
| 14. |
Sewing for Oliver. |
| 15. |
Talking of taking up the 12 by the mob, or sending the brethren
to Carthage. |
| 16. |
B. Young, H Kimble are not to be seen. Thus our enemes or
the enemes of God seek to everthrow [overthrow] and perplex
the children of God. O God, My Heavenly [Father], wilt thou
protect thy servents and thy People and I know thou wilt in
as much as they listen to thy law. O Father wilt thou preserve
me spotless through the merets [merits] of thy Son Jesus Christ,
and thy name shall have the glory, worlds without end. |
| 17, 18. |
A snow storm. |
| 19. |
A fast, at Wms to day. Had an agreeable viset. |
| 20. |
Some Bretheren arived from th[e] East of Henres and Olivers
acquaintance. Also Father and Mother Huntington ware here. What
a blessed privilige to have the Sosiety of on[e]s friends. I
feel truly grateful for the privilige I enjoy. |
| 21. |
About 200 brethren went to Carthage some few ware bound over
for trial last Summer. The day of trial has now arived; it arose
from burning the press. O God protect thy saints. |
| 22. |
No fresh news from Carthage.23 Mother Liman [Lyman?] was here,
an old friend. |
| 23. |
Wm returned from Carthage. The fendesh dsenters [fiendish
dissenters] are mostly gathered at Carthage. No trouble yet. |
| 24. |
The bretheren mostly returned home to Nauvoo. Some ware indited
but there trials put of[f] until the next setting of co[u]rt. |
| 25. |
Julia Parks and I viseted at Wms. |
| 26. |
Sister Ripshier [Roxanna Repsher?] was here. |
| 27. |
Father and John took breakfast. Sister Ripshier was here to
supper. |
| 28. |
Took a violent cold. |
| 29. |
Moved into the midle room to have our room plasterd. |
| 29, 30. |
Afflicted with the inflamation in my eyes. |
| 31. |
Most blind. Charl[e]s Hide [Hyde] was here. Oliver went to
Lima. |
| Marraskuu 1844 |
| 1. |
Sister Lewes [Lewis] was here all day. Done the work. Br.
Lewes he came in the evening, let us have some oils. |
| 2. |
Yet under affliction. O Father be merciful to me in my weakness. |
| 3. |
Some better. The Twelve gave teaching, concerning the life
of the Earth. |
| 4. |
We moved. The Lord in much mercy restore[d] my sight. Praised
be his name. I implore thee O my God, to sreangthen my memory. |
| 5. |
All well. I assisted Sister Car[r]ington in quilting. Went
to prayer Meeting, had a very good season in wa[i]ting before
the Lord. Some new ideas to me. I feel grateful to My Heavenly
Father for all these privileges and blessings. |
| 7. |
A very pleasant day, a fast to me alone. O Merciful God I
ask Thee to forgive me all my Sins for I will serve no other
God but thou being my helper. Yea wilt Thou bless Me with eternal
Life, and thy Name shall have all the glory. |
| 8, 9. |
Very plesaent. Norman Buell and Oliver came up from Lima and
brought up the corps[e] of my sister Presendia Buells child,
John Hiram by name, age about 1 year.24 |
| 10. |
Went to meeting. Pres Youngs spoke. It was truly comforting
to the sole that is thirsting for knoledge. He spoke of Union
and said that it must be by this principle we are saved, by
this the Saviour would come and reign, by union the authority
of the Priesthood Stands, and holds its Dominion, and when we
become sufficiently united our enemes would have no more power,
nether shall we see such maraculous displays of the Power of
God as some antisipate until after the Thousand years reign,
union will cause the Menlenean [Millennium]. It is not a momentary
work. |
| 11. |
O[l]iver went to Sister Emmas to board.25 |
| 12. |
Fanny was here. |
| 13. |
I took a walk. Called at Father John Smiths, Sister Rockwells.
Also went to Sister Sessions. Perigren Session wife [Julia Ann
Kilgore Sessions] is not expected to live. I took my leave of
her. O may I meet her in peace whare pane [pain] nor death can
come. Sister S[essions] is as calm as a summers morning. Gladly
will she welcome the moment when she may be released from this
tenement of clay. Her trust is in Jesus who is able to relieve
all who put there trust in him. Sister Lions [Sylvia Sessions
Lyons] rehersed some of Elder Kimbles conversation concerning
our state, also that of our friends. Spoke of the appointments
to this world or ordinations before we came here, the gift of
eternal life, knoledge &c. It was most excelent; the Twelve,
Patriarchs, Jeudah [Judah] standing at the he[a]d, the twelve
thousands out of each tribe to be sealed; revelation, of there
councel being revelation. |
| 14. |
Very plesaent. |
| 15. |
I went up to Sister Empes [Empey?]. She was mutch pleased
to see me. It is the neighbour hood whare I have lived. May
blessings attend her for her kindness to me. |
| 16. |
Good health prevales in the City, for which Reason we hav
to be truly thankful. |
| 17. |
My Father Spent some time with me to day. In the evening Hasiel
Clark and I went to hear Or[s]on Hide. He spoke concerning our
guardian Angels that attended each Saint, and would until the
Sperit became grieved. Then they take there departure and the
Person is left to hardness of hart and blindness of mind. I
Pray thee, O Heavenly Father to send by whom thou wilt. Let
the angel of thy Peace attend me and never Forsake me, but may
I ever have grace to listen to the Spirit of truth forever more,
and for Jesus sake, may I have the gift of eternal life. He
also spok concerning the judgements or those that had not kept
the commandments but had grieved the Sperit. The Saints would
not know the[i]r's, therefore they would be left or looked uppon
as they had looked uppon others. Also concerning the roling
forth the Kingdom, and the necesity of being prepared for the
Judgment day, the Law being bound up and the Testimony being
Sealed, and the dreadful dilemma of those that ware not prepared,
and the necesity of the Temples being built that we might prepare
ourselves and be ready and claimed the blessings that had ben
promised to us as a people by Joseph, A Man of God, and I believe
after Gods own hart. This day long to be remembered, Sunday
the 17 of November 1844. Em[m]a Smith, the Wife of Joseph Smith
the Martyr, had a Son born, in the morning. O may the Choisest
of Heavens blessings attend the Child. May it grow into manhood,
and may it walk in the way of its Father, be A comfort to its
Friends and be the means of performing a Mighty work to the
Glory of God and Prince Forever. |
| 18. |
Amacy [Amasa] Lyman moved into the Front room. |
| 19. |
Taken sick. |
| 20. |
Charls Hide was here. We had the speret [spirit] of Prophesy.
We stayed at Father Jacobs all knight. |
| 21. |
Plesent wether. Had an excelent meting o[n] the union. |
| 22. |
Sister Lions was here Lucretia Fulton stayed here. Went and
saw the Mummies and records. |
| 23. |
A day of fasting. O father wilt thou forgive my sins, enlarge
my understanding, streangthen my memory, increase my Faith,
and mercifully grant that I might be acceptable unto Thee, and
be prepared for all things. |
| 24. |
Eliza Partridge and Caroline P[artridge] ware here and took
Dinner with us. Also Cornelia Levet [Leavitt] was here.26 |
| 25. |
Br Amacy Liman [Amasa Lyman] is beter. |
| 26. |
Washing and took A walk to see the sick &c. |
| 27. |
Meditation. |
| 28. |
Father took the lead of meeting, gave some excelent instruction. |
| 29. |
The Ice is running in the river fine. |
| 30. |
Dimick called and had a chat. |
| Joulukuu 1844 |
| 1. |
A beautiful day. Father Jacobs and J Edmons took supper with
us. Harriet CIark was here. Baily left home the 28. |
| 2. |
Finished my carpet yarn. |
| 3. |
Very pleasent. |
| 4. |
Fanny was here on a viset. |
| 5. |
Had a good meeting although the powers of darkness ware felt
but dispersed by the power of the priesthood. |
| 6. |
A snow storm. |
| 7. |
Through the Mercy of God we are all in good health. |
| 8. |
Cold, but pleasent. Pased the day in reading and committing
to memory a few precious words of Joseph Smiths of keeping the
commandments of God. |
| 9, 10, 11. |
A day of fasting to me alone. |
| 12. |
Had most an exelent meeting in the evening. |
| 13. |
Viseted at br Lees in the evening. |
| 14. |
H[enry] gone to the fencing School or sword exercise. |
| 15. |
Br Lewis was here in the evening and had a lengthy chat uppon
the Scriptures. I was in brother Caringtons. Br Liman [Lyman]
was in and conversed. |
| 16. |
Zebulun burnt his foot with the stove hearth. Father Jacobs
[took?] the fire out. |
| 17. |
Very cold. The river is blocked with ice. |
| 18. |
Sewed for sister Grible until 12 oclock at knight. |
| 19. |
Had most an exelent meeting in the evening at br Tidwells.
The Speret of the Lord was verily with us, and that to bless.
Pra[i]sed be his Name. Wilt Thou, O Lord, ever be with us and
that to bless and keep us from temtation. O Lord, wilt t[h]ou
teach us to pray aright before Thee that thou wilt hear us. |
| 20. |
Henry sold his Cote [coat], vest and hat to Br Lewes to answer
up on his tithing for $19.50. O may he be enabled to pay his
tithing that he or we may receive the promised blessings of
the Lord. And Oliver had the ague here. He was very sick. He
has a fellen on his finger.27 O Lord wilt thou in much mercy
r[em]ember Oliver and restore unto him perfect health from this
time and help him to spend his days to thy honour and glory,
and the salviton [salvation] of his own soule for he is an honest
lad. |
| 21. |
Little David Hiram Smith grows [fine]. O Lord wilt thou bless
the Child from on high. |
| 22. |
I herd George P Dikes preach. He spoke of the fall of m[am]mon,
there restoration, etc. In the evening Julia Parks, Gusta Cleveland,
Wm Linzy [Lindsay], Br Lewes were here. |
| 23. |
Zebulun and I started for Lima with Br. Goff. It was the same
Horses and Waggon that brought Joseph and Hirum Smith from Carthage,
or there bod[i]es after they were mass[a]creed. The Horses ware
white. We stayed at brother Allens over night, 10 miles from
Lima. Arived at Sister [Presendia] Buells 10 oclock in the morning. |
| 24. |
Had a pleasent ride. Father and Mother, Dimick and wife, Wm
and wife, and Henry arived about 4 P.M. Br Beebbe and wife,
Umpfry and wife, came in the evening. Had A fine supper and
past the evening very agreeable. Wm is some beter, was very
sick through the night with the quinzy.28 |
| 25. |
Quite warm and Pleasent. Some talk of going home but conclude
to stay. Father Morl[e]y, Br Snow, his councellor, and there
wives, also Sister Billings came in the after noon. Had an agreeable
visit, all in good sperets [spirits]. Presendes [Presendia's]
little son Oliver is very sick but think he is amending. |
| 26. |
Started for home about 9 in the morning. Arived at home safe
just as the sun was setting. O how beautiful the sight of Nauvoo. |
| 27. |
Henry and I went to the dedication of the Seventes Hall. Heber
C. Kimble [Kimball] spoke in the fore noon. Had excelent musick.
At recess Brother Eldridge and Levi Hancock Danced being filled
with the Holy G[h]ost. It is the first time mine eyes ever beheld
this. O God bless the Saints until thy will shall be done on
Earth as it is in Heaven.29 |
| 28, 29. |
Stayed at home and took care of Sister Limans [Lyman's] Caringtons
Children for them to go to Meeting. In the evening we went to
hear Lorenzo Snow preach. It was an interesting meeting to me.
Help me to prophet [profit] thereby. |
| 30. |
Sister Julia Parks was here. Had a good viset. |
| 31. |
Washed and Ironed, and in the evenin[g] Sister Ripshier and
Daughter, Dimick, Wm and Wife ware here. Conversed uppon President
B Youngs sermon. It was the greatest that has ever ben Given
to the Church, uppon Priesthood, the Godhed, the dutes of Male
& Female, there exaltations &c. O Father wilt thou enlarge
my minde. Help me to hear and do thy will in all things as shall
be agreeable to thy will. O Fa[t]her who ar[t] in heven I ask
it in the Name of Jesus. |
| Tammikuu 1845 |
| 1. |
I thank Thee Heavenly father for thy protecting care and ask
Thee to continue it unto us and Thy Name Shall have all the
honors and glory. Helpe me to spend this year to thy honour
and glory more than I have ever Done. O may I improve in all
goodness, uprightness, Purity, Holiness until I through the
worthiness of my Master Jesus I may be a fit temple for the
Holy G[h]ost to Dwell in. Sister Gleson spent the day with me. |
| 2. |
Zebulun is 3 years old to day and in good health for which
I feel truly Grateful. Also Isaac Jacobs and Wife ware here
on a viset. H[enry] commenced his house. |
| 3. |
Margret McDugle came here. |
| 4. |
Very pleasent. Dimicks wife is sick. |
| 5. |
Attended meeting at the stand in the fore noon. B Youngs Preached.
Gave exelent councel, showed the necesity of adhering to councel,
bringing up the children as we should, purging iniequity from
our midst. O God help this people. In the after noon at a meeting
at Br Leweses partook of the sacrament. A good time. They borrowed
a buggy to bring us home. |
| 6. |
Fanny is very sick. |
| 7. |
Viseted at Sister Hatfields an old playmate or an acquaintance. |
| 8. |
Saw Sister Empy at her house with sister Carington. Br C[arington]
brought us home. |
| 9. |
A day of fasting to me alone. |
| 10. |
Eliza Partridge was here. Had a good viset. |
| 11. |
Mother was here. The theves begin to Stur up strife and desturbances
making trouble for the Saints. O Lord wilt thou have mercy uppon
thy People. |
| 12. |
Herd Lorenzo Snow preach. Sister Scovill carried me in her
buggy to see Henrys sister Am[blotted] Edmons. Saw sister [Nancy]
Nowel. She conversed most excelent. |
| 13. |
Caroline, Wms wife, was here. Had a good viset. |
| 14. |
Sister Grant was here. The bretheren met at the stand. Quite
a number to be sent out to preach to this state. |
| 15, 16. |
Hard rain. |
| 17. |
A thunder storm. |
| 18. |
Sister Fulton was here from the other side of the river. Sister
Margret McDugle stayed here all night. She let Me take a cloke
to ware. |
| 19. |
I herd Elder Talor [Taylor] and Amacy Liman [Amasa Lyman]
preach. This the 19 day of January Henry B Jacobs was ordained
into or as one of the Presidents of the Quorum of the Seventes
by Litle [John Lytle] as the eldest H B J the youngest of the
Pres[idents].30 |
| 20. |
Washed and prepared for Henry to stand. In the Evening the
familany [family] met at M[y] br, Wm., for a viset and to eat
candy. Behold how good and how pleasent for bret[h]eren to dwell
together in unity. Had an a greeable time. Henry met with his
Quorum at Pres [Simeon A.] Dunns. |
| 21. |
This morning Henry again set out on anothe[r] mission. The
extent of [it] is to Adams Co and Scot Co., Ill. O Lord wilt
thou bless them, and all of thine Elders. Wilt thou give them
streangth and favor in the eyes of the people, and may they
do much good in thy name. Wilt thou Preserve me in his absence,
O Lord, and my little son, and thy name shall have all the glory. |
| 22. |
I went to see Old sister Liman [Lyman], a woman that my own
Mother was familiar with. |
| 23. |
I went to Prayer meeting with sister Ripshier. Br Hause took
the Lead of the meeting. Had a good meeting. |
| 24. |
Dimick and his wife was here. |
| 25. |
I went to Henres Fathers. Stayed all night. Went to meeting
to the Concert Hall. Father John Smith and Heber Kimble [Kimball]
preached uppon bringing up the children as the Church should
and adhering to councel, the order of the kingdom, and told
us if we would adhear to councen [counsel] we should grow right
into the Mellenium [Millenniuml, raising our de[a]d friends,
exalting our ancestors. It was most excelent. O God my heavenly
Father l do humbly beseech the[e] and ask that thou wouldst
preserve me blameless before Thee. |
| 26. |
Monday 26. Went to Perigreen Sessions wife's Funeral. Elders
Kimble [Kimball] and Hide [Hyde] preached to the Living. O [t]hat
I had a memory, O Lord, that thy law was engraven uppon my heart
that never could be obliterated. O help me to do thy will, and
to bring my minde into perfect subjection to Thy will, O Lord,
that all my words may be in wisdom, and my Acts in ri[gh]teousness,
that I might be accepted of Thee. Sister S[essions] died in
the faith, and br K[imball] said he believed the ware these
that would shake hands with her after the resurrection then
in the room. O may I be one. |
| 27. |
Julia Parks Stayed all night with me. Had a good viset. Presendia
sent me a wollen sheet, marked no. 1, and a towel (thank her). |
| 28. |
Herd Sister Ripshier talk, doing up the things that I have
colord black, my shall [shawl], &c also Zebulons cloth[e]s. |
| 29,30. |
Went to prayer meting. Had a good meeting. Father came home
with me and had a good viset. |
| 31. |
Went over to my Br Wms. Stayed all night. Dreamed of seeing
Joseph Smith. I Did not think this was my birthday. This pleasent
day I am 24 years old. |
| Helmikuu 1845 |
| 1. |
Sat., Febuary the 1, 1845. Went to Br Patricks the Dentest.
Saw him prepare to put in some teeth for Caroline. A Misess
[blank] Wm Brought home sick. She has ben sick since last June.
Her Father and Mother have both died since that time. She lost
a 7 month child, has seen sickness and sorrow. O may she come
into the Covenant and be saved. This Lady is alone as it ware,
her husband Absent. William took her out of pity. |
| 2. |
February the 2, a.m. 1845. I went to meeting. Herd Elder Felps
[W. W. Phelps] in the forenoon spoke uppon the creation of Adam,
tower of Babel, the seven days of creation, 7 thousand years,
large things so called. At 2 oclock PM at the 70tes Hall, J
Dunham, Henry Jacobs,31 also a brother that I did not know,
they spoke uppon order and union, all very good. In the evening
sister Ripshier called and we went to Br Kelse[y]s school room
(Br Ripshier Carr[i]ed Zebulun (thank him). Elder Kimble [Heber
C. Kimball] preached uppon the order of the Kingdom, reverancing
the proper authorities or there respective Presidents. O the
beauty of [unfinished]. Elder Dunham spoke of the great trials
we should have before the endewment or obtaining any great blessings.
Order is past expressing, union in Families is first recquisite
before any great exaltation can take place. He Spoke of our
Enemes yet licking up the Dust of the Saints feet. It would
yet take 150,000 Bishops to at[tend] to the affairs of the Lesser
Priesthood. O whare will be the greator if this is required
of the lesser? Also spoke of the nations sending up there bullocks
for sacrifices or have no rain, the necesity of governing our
selves, or how shall we ever preside in our families as we had
ought, or over cities. O merciful Father wilt thou prepare me
for to honour Thy name. O assist me for I do try to humble myself,
and for Jesus sake accept of me, for I feel willing to do thy
will. |
| 3. |
Wm and wife ware here in the evening. He spoke and sung in
tongs [tongues]. It was excelent. |
| 4. |
It is very cold and windy. O Preserve thou thy servents, O
Lord, that are a broad Promulgating thy gospel to the nations
of the earth. |
| 5. |
Henry B Jacobs came home, in good health. He has ben prospered
on his mission, had good success. |
| 6. |
B. Young Preached Br Whitnes [Alonzo W. N. Whitney] funeral
Sermon at the Concert Hall. H[enry] Went. I did not go. I finished
Olivers vest that Sister Emma gave him. We went to br Tidwells
to an evening meeting, a good M[eeting]. |
| 7. |
Washed. I do feel truly thankful for the health that I do
enjoy. O may it continue. |
| 8. |
Mild weather, streets dry. Father called in in the evening,
spoke in tong[ue]s. Had a first rate viset, ta[l]king upon the
things of the kingdom. |
| 9. |
Sunday we went to meetting at the Stand (the wether remarkable
fine). Sutch an instance seldom witessed as to hold a Public
meting in the open air. George [A.] Smith and Elder Talor [John
Taylor] spoke to the saints uppon the rghts, an econemy of the
people, charter. Br Talor said if we would be united no power
could move us and the Templ would be built. Took supper at Jefferson
Emons. |
| 10. |
Misess Tomas was here. It is the first walk she has taken
since last June. |
| 11. |
Henry left home again, his mission confined to this state.
A fine day. Bro Comins took him in his waggon. C has gone after
his sick sone this morning, it being Tuesday and the 11 there. |
| 12. |
Mr Avory was taken up. He was one of the assassins that shot
Joseph Smith. He has ben stopping at Mr Wm Marks'es. B. Brackenbery
gave his testimony against him, Avory, he knowing that he was
at Carthage, and a witness from Iowa testified that he, Avory,
said he was there at Carthage.32 |
| 13. |
Wensday, Avory had his trial was comitted to jail. Jeneral
Demings accompanied him to Carthage. I viseted at Mr Edards,
called at Br Pecks, saw Mother Thorn. O God, wilt thou avenge
the innocent blood in thine own way. Also to day Br Wm came
from Lima. 5 of the bretheren had ben taken to Quincy Jail that
day. They arrested Wm but found that he was clear, he had merely
ben down of a viset.33 Found my sister and family well. Anny
Mcgin was at Presendes. I went to Quincy with Henry and br Comins.
Our enemis are raging. O Heavenily Father lacken the Power of
our enimes and presene Thy People, And to thy name of the Father
Son and Holy G[h]ost we will ascribe the glory, worlds without
end. |
| 14. |
A lowty day yesterday. The bretheren laboured on Amacy Limans
[Amasa Lyman] house. May the Lord bless him. |
| 15. |
Mother Thorn was here. Wm brought her down. She is a Fine
old lady, aged 61 years. F. was here. |
| 16. |
I herd Erastus Snow preach. Spake uppon Charity, also patience,
the diversity of sperets, administrations. Thy Words--how careful
we should be not to go to[o] fast lest we handle edge tools
and prove our destruction" leaky vessels, &c. Lord
do help me to treasure up all these truths and Proffit thereby,
that through the worthiness of Thy Sons I may be able to enter
through the Gate into the Selestial City and dwell with the
Sa[n]ctified. Amen. |
| 17. |
Attended Meeting at the Stand ad[d]rest by Elders Felps [Phelps]
Talor [Taylor] and Amacy Limon [Amasa Lyman]. Elected 12 men
to Superinten the bu[long space left blank] with there 3 councellors
namely John Talor, George A Smith, and Amacy Liman. Stayed at
br Leweses. |
| 18. |
Viseted sister Ami Edmons. |
| 19. |
A beautiful day, but in the evening a thunder storm. Nancy
Nowel stayed all night with me. Wm Linza lLindsay] and Julia
Parks ware marned at Dimicks. O may her heart be comforted in
the Lord. Learning to brade [braid] palmleef hats at Mothers. |
| 20. |
I went to Wms. helped Caroline do the work, Harriet being
gone. |
| 21. |
Making Me a bleue dress. I knit mittings [mittens] for at
2 bits a pare [pair]. |
| 22. |
All in good health. |
| 23. |
Attended Meeting at the 70 Hall. Joseph Young [spoke]. I can
truly say that this 23 the first Steemer came up over the rapeds
of A D 1845.34 The brethren went to labor in Ramas [Ramus]. |
| 24, 25. |
Lid[i]a and Sister Edards was here. Had an excelent viset,
very plesant |
| 26. |
I fasted alone. In the afternoon sister Empy visited Sister
Carington. I took supper with them. Very Plesent in the morning
but rain and snow in the evening. Sister Ripsher stayed all
night with me. Had a good viset. Also this [day] the 26 Brigham
Young, Amacy Liman, Heber Kimble came in from Ramus in company
with the bretheren that went from here the night before and
some br from Ramus, there being some suspicious caractors in
town the day before and fearing that some evil might befall
them, it not being far from the plice [place] whare Joseph and
Hyrum ware Martered, but they all returned Safely home to the
joy of all the Saints. |
| 27. |
Sister H [incompleted entry] |
| 28. |
I went to see Sister [Elvira] Ho[l]mes in the morning, and
went up mane lMain] Street. Made several calls. Saw mother [Patty]
Sessions and Sister Lions [Sylvia Lyons]. Left Zebulun at Wm.
Caroline, Wm Wife, had 18 fals teeth put in on plates and springs
to them done by Hue Patrick. They look very nice. Harriet came
home with me and stayed all night. A good vlset. It IS also
Wm birth day. He is 27 years old. O may he be blest forever
and ever, amen. |
| Maaliskuu 1845 |
| 1. |
March the 1st 1845. A lowry day, I was at Dimicks, and Henry
returned home. Has ben sick in his absence. He accompaned br
Goff in a buggy. Br Goff was very kinde to him, Henry B. Jacobs,
and gave HBJ 5 dollars for which kindness may he be blest, is
my desire" an 100 fold. |
| 2. |
Attended meeting at the 70tes Hall. The speret of the Lord
was there Joseph Youngs spoke, also Almon Babbet, of the proceedings
at Springfield in the Legislature. O God wilt thou [unfinished] |
| 3. |
Amacy Liman started for the Iowa. |
| 4. |
Went to br Frees and to the Concert Hall in the evening accompaned
by Emiline and Elizl Free. Wonderful to tell. |
| 5. |
Assisted sister Ripsher to dress for the Concert. |
| 6. |
Sister Abigall Thorn stayed all night with me. We ware at
Dimicks in the afternoon. His leg is very bad. |
| 7. |
4 years ago to day since we ware Marr[i]ed. O God let thy
hand be over us still to prosper us. We went to see Lidia, Henrey
sister. Found them well. Saw Sister Edards at there house in
the evening, had a good viset. Let union prevele [prevail] and
the vertuous prosper. Stayed all night at Erben [Urban] Stewerts,
Sister Edards and Lidia Stewert. |
| 8. |
Went to see her that was Claracy [Clarissa] Duzet but now
Misess Robinson. She was very kinde to us in our sickness after
My Mothers death almost 6 years ago. It is the first time that
I have ben to viset her. O that she may be saved. |
| 9. |
We went to the 70tes Hall. Joseph Young and Wm O Clark both
spoke most excelent uppon the trials the Saints had to endure,
there deliverance, overcoming our enemes, the power of God,
also to power of Satan, the Priesthood. Help me O God to hear
and understand and to over come the enemy, even the powers of
darkness, and let my minde penitrate the things that are of
lite and inteligence, until my body shall be full of light and
I may be a fit subject for the Celestial Kingdom and enter in
to the City new Jerusalem, with thy saints and Prophets and
attain unto a fulness of Joy through the worthiness of Thy sons,
and thy name shall have the glory, amen, and may the angels
of thy presence know these the desires of my hart, and O wilt
tho give me strength O Lord even of thine abundent fulness,
that I may have the desernment [discernment] of Sperets, yes
worlds without end never to be deceived, but let all my Acts
and words be consonant with wisdom, adorned with the speret
of Divine Grace, firm as the Pillars of Heven, in virtue, constancy,
faithfulness to God and the friends of Godliness. Spent the
afternoon of the 9 at br Lees. |
| 10. |
The Church is in prosperous circumstances for there appears
to be the most union that has ever ben. The faithful are determined
to keep the law of God. O Father binde us as a People together
in the bonds of love that we neve[r] shall sepperate. The Temple
prospers O Father backen the powers of our enemes, that we as
a people may accomplish thy works, that our sole may be saved. |
| 11. |
To Day, 3 or 4 strangers wanted to take Benjamin Brackenberry
for fals testimony they say, but did not take him.35 O God presetve
thy people. Sister Julia Linza [Lindsay] was here and sister
Ripsher also. Had a fine day to wash. |
| 12. |
I viseted Sister [Nancy] Nowell. Had a good viset. Also saw
sister Ann Edmons. She has a young Daughter born Monday the
10 at [blank] oclock A.M. All quite smart. |
| 13. |
Sister Steward and Edards called her[e]. They have ben over
the river. All well. This morning General Demings left this
town. I had an introduction to Zuta Miller. Liked her appearance
much. Henry is drawing his frame and stone for His house. May
we be prospered, if it be thy will O Lord. This the [13th].
John arived here from Lima. Our brother in law Norman Buell
is very sick and we fear night [nigh] unto Death. O Lord if
it be thy will, wilt thou spare him yet a little longer and
that he may do that all important work but if he is to Depart
this life O may he be prepared. O may his family be comforted
and his wife, when will her sorrows cease? O Lord if it be thy
will spare him, Spare him. Yet Thy will be done in all things. |
| 14. |
Sister Hancock and Emiline Free ware here, Father Huntington
and Caroline in the evening and gave me a table cloth. Mother
Huntington took supper with us. Business moves rappidly, all
things in union among the Saints. Some are leaving that do not
feel to felloship the present authorites of the [Church], but
God knows and the Saints know. We are in the sure way. If we
continue to persevere to the end we shall rest with the Propheets,
yea the sanctified ones. O Lord help this people and all thy
covenant People for thy sons sake. Wm Marks and family left
one day this week, went up the river on the Madison Ferry boat,
I expect to unite withe others that have gone out from us because
they ware not of us and love Darkness more than light. |
| 15. |
A day of Fasting. O God my Heavenly Father wilt thou help
me to over come all my imperfections that is possible in the
flesh that I may Glorify Thy Name through Jesus of Nasereth.
Help me to do the will of my Master. |
| 16. |
Sunday. Attended Meeting at the stand. Amacy Liman having
just returned from James Emmet[t]s company in the teretory or
Wilderness, related the distressed situation they are in, living
on 3 gills of corn a day, eating there catle that actually starve
to Death, all this for following a man that has no authority.36
Brigham Youngs spoke. Said if the Church would be faithful,
speed the Temple, we should not lack for food or clothing and
the ground should yield abundantly for our support. Gave us
much good instruction and divine Promisses if faithful. O God
do help this People to come up to there Priviliges. |
| 17. |
Henry obtained Sister Emmas Concent [consent] to cultivate
the lot south of Amacy Limans lot. |
| 18. |
Oliver went to Lima. |
| 19. |
High winds, quite cold. Br Brewer and wif[e] visetd here this
evening. Fine people. The Bishops, Arch Bishops, and Deacons
are organizing along these days for the safety of the Church.
We have no Charter. O God give thy People wisdom and Preserve
for thy son sake. Frequent councels of the aut[h]orites of the
Church. Oliver returned from Lima. All in good health, through
the mercy of providence. |
| 20. |
Attended a funeral at Bro Frees, a daughter. Went to the place
of interment. Called at Lidea [Lydia] Stewarts, also to see
Mother Thorn at Sister Pecks. Returning home I also called at
Sister Browns. |
| 21. |
Plesent. |
| 22. |
Attended Meeting at the 70tes Hall. Almon Babbet [Babbitt]
spoke uppon the dispersion of the Jews, the fulfilment of the
prommises of God, Samaria being the sister of Judah or meaning
the ten Tribes that ware led away, of there return, and reasoning
uppon the inconsistency of the Millerite doctrin, &C.37 |
| 24. |
Emiline and Eliza Free ware here. Had a very good viset. Making
soap. Good time. Br Lewes was here. Some Men have ben down to
try to settle the half Breed ender arms.38 Postponed 3 days.
Nancy Nowell stayed here all night. O may she be comforted and
be a blessing unto [unfinished]. |
| 26. |
Wm Brought Mother Thorn here, Aged 6[1] last Sept, about 4
O clock in the afternoon. Br A Liman [Amasa Lyman] and wife
ware here about 8 in the evening. Great and Glorious are all
thy works, O Lord God almighty. Preserve us in all Thy ways.
Wm Huntington senior was here this evening. He is my Father,
aged 61 next the 28 of March. |
| 27. |
A Sister Brown from Buffalo who was very kinde to Henry B
Jacobs when on his mission Past in 1843. May it always be remembered
of her, also sister Zilphy Starks who was als[o] very kinde,
came with her. Sister Night and Sister Gibs ware all her[e]
in the after noon, the first time any of them ware here. Had
an agreeable time. |
| 28. |
Fathers birth day agd 61. Sister Linzy [Lindsay] was here.
All things posible in the city. The arch Bishop, Bishops and
Deacons, All perform there severall dutes in the City of Joseph,
(as the State has taken away the City Charter from Nauvoo) as
g[u]ard nights and preserving peace. They are faithful if it
is to whistle or whittle.39 |
| 29. |
A Mr [John P.] Smith buried under the Masonick order. Wether
dry and plesent &c. Very good. Orson Hide spoke uppon the
resurrection, spoke of our guardian Angels attending our Bodes
and Sperets [bodies and spirits]. |
| 30. |
Attended Meeting at the stand. Almon Babbit spoke uppon the
gethering the in tent, our limitted Power, or that we lacked
one thing of being like God that was having Power to put our
will in execution. Runn, seek diligently for the prize, but
with care t[h]at our will does not over throw us. O thou arm
of omnippetence, save us. President Youngs then spake of the
intent of the meting preparing for the Conference, gave us a
hint of not to run to[o] fast, the necesity of speeding the
Temple and Nauvoo House, all very good. High winds, the air
filled with Dust, a slight shower of rain. Went to Father Jacobs
in the afternoon. A good viset. |
| 31. |
Quite cool. Amacy Limon and wife returned from Laharp.40 He
is not very well. |
| Huhtikuu 1845 |
| 1. |
Apr. the 1st, 1845. Went to Br Brewers to see Mother Brewer,
the first time I have ben there. Father Huntington came in in
the evening. He spake in tong[ue]s. Henry also Sung in tungs.
It was very good. I interpreted the talk by the help of the
speret of God. Had an agreeable viset. |
| 2. |
I am not very well. Mother Liman was in. I call her Mother
because of her age and her being an acquaintance of my own Mothers
when we were living in the state of Ohio. She is one of the
worthy women of the Earth. Allen, H. is sick. |
| 3. |
Through the mercy of My Redeemer I injoying Comforable Health
to day. Henry, Father and Oliver admistered to me for my health
and through the mercy of God I am healed. Sister Brewer and
Sister Lennord [Leonard] and her daughter [unfinished]. |
| 5. |
O thou God of My Fathers, even of Joseph, hear thou my Prayer
even this night For my Kindred in the flesh. Let them rise,
and not fall from this time that they may Honer and Glorify
thee, Father which is in Heven, and thy name shall have the
Honer and Glory, amen. Norman Buell and Wife arived here from
Lima. I was happy to see them. Sister Fulton called. |
| 6. |
All of our Family attended Meeting at the Stand. Most excelent
instruction. It was the largest Congregarion that has ever ben
assembled in Nauvoo, but is now called the City of Joseph. O
Lord may the name ever stand and the City increase until all
things shall be accomplished, this is the desire of rhy Hand
Made [maid], O Lord my redeemer. And as we have heard Thy Word
the time that the Lamanites shall be converted, Israel Gathered,
Jerusalem shall be rebuilt. Hasten thy work O Lord in its time,
and may I be prepared to receive all Thy Words and Obey them,
even thy Celestial Law and thy Name shall have the Honour and
Glory. High winds and the air filled with dust. |
| 7. |
I attended Meeting, went with Presendia. Left Zebulun with
Harriet at Wms. Took cold to day in my teeth. Most of our family
attended the Concert in the evening. |
| 8. |
Attended Meeting. Had an excelent time but an excelent meeting.
Uncle Dany Jacobs and Wife stayed here all night. Rain and hail
in the night but clear in the morning. Norman and Family went
Home. |
| 9. |
Sister Eliza Partrage called and had a good viset. I am not
very well. The 70tes met on the Meting ground. |
| 10. |
Quite unwell with the Ague in my Face. My I [word omitted]
is very mutch affected with a cold. Mother Huntington brought
me some milk. |
| 11. |
Sister Liman came to see me. She was acquainted with Father
and Mothers Families when children in N[ew] H[ampshire]. Sister
A MaGin at Wms, Misses Morgan here. |
| 12. |
I am no beter, see paneful [painful] nights. Sarah Ann Woode
came to assist me. |
| 13. |
They had an excelent Meeting at the Stand. Spoke to the saints.
O that [we] be faithful. |
| 14. |
Mother and the Neighbours came in to see me. They are very
kind for which I feel truly thankful. |
| 15. |
15, Tuesday. Wm moved back to his house. I was no beter. Sister
Eliza Free came to assist me. I trust that she and her Sister
Emiline may ever be blest and ever finde Friends to assist them
and there Children in time of need for there kindness to me
in my Sickness. Also Mother Liman, Mother Huntington, and Lee
Girls, Fanny, Julia, Sister Brewer, Sanders, Meric, and others.
Also Amacy Limans wife. I feel grateful to God and my friends. |
| 16. |
My face still worse. Anny Magin, Caroline went to Quincy. |
| 17, 18. |
Sleepless nights almost. |
| 19. |
The sun about three quarter of an hour high, My Face broke
about half way between my chin and ear rather nearer the chin.
Discharged wonderfully. O living mortality, how soon thou canst
decay. O may I be prepared at the Great and last change. Eliza
and Emilie Partrage came over and made my bed and prepared me
some supper. All these kindnesses I never shall forget, and
the oft times Mother has sent me milk and things for my comfort.
(Fanny Merick came to help me.) |
| 19. |
[Date repeated] I am much beter. The brethren and Sisters
had an excelent meeting at the Stand. |
| 20. |
I am still getting beter. Father comes evry day to see me. |
| 21. |
I went into the other room. Wm moved back last week. Br Lee
wife Eliza and Emiline Free, and Claracy [Clarissa] Decker called. |
| 22. |
Sister Ripsher was here. Quite pleasent wether. |
| 23. |
Frequent and violent showers. |
| 24. |
I received a leter from My Brother, Chauncey D. Huntington
[from] N[ew] Y[ork]. All well. |
| 25. |
I or we moved into a small log house that Abert Slone built,
now owned by Johnathan Holmes. I am still amending. O how little
we know what time will do, the changes thereof O Lord give me
patience and wisdom, for thy hand has ben uppon me. O wilt thou
be merciful to all my weakness. Pardon all my sins and for thy
Son Jesus sake halve mercy uppon me and let me or my minde expand
until l become a perfect woman and fit for the sosiety of the
Sanctified and can dwell with the Just and have the fellowship
and have the sosiety that I may make those Happy around me,
yea let there be no end to my doing good for this is the desire
of my heart. O Lord, for thy Son's sake, give me power over
my self, yea do give me wisdom. Wm's Wife returned from Quincy.
A number if Rigdonites came up on the boat. How they desire
a disturbance and to trouble thy Saints. O God wilt t[h]ou bachen
there Power and Aveng[e] inocent blood or cause it to be done
in thine own way. But how long shall we tarry? |
| 26. |
Saturday 26. The Temple moves rappidly. O God wilt thou speed
thy work, give us as a People union. Sister Brower returned
home from Camp Creek, said Mother Thorn had ben thrown from
a Carrage and brused her arm and shoulder quite bad. |
| 27. |
Father [w]rote a leter to Chancey, my eldest Brother, in the
state of New York. I comenced a leter also. Elders Talor and
Babbet spoke to day. They had a good meeting. Br Bidwell and
wife called. A chat with Sister Merick. |
| 28. |
Monday 28. Fanny is very sick, that is Dimick['s] wife. All
things moves in order in the Church. God is surely with his
People and wilt thou sustain them. O God of Jospeh, be with
us. |
| 29. |
I was in to Fathers a short time. I have recoverd my he[a]lth
considerably, for which I feel truly grateful. O my God let
not the Destroyer have any power over over me for thy son Sak[e]
and thy name shall have the honour and Glory, worlds without
end, amen. |
| 30. |
O how little we know what a day may bring forth. Prepare me
to stand all things. |
| Toukokuu 1845 |
| 1. |
May the 1st. Nothing in particular comes under my notice.
The desenters are Leaving. It seems that fear has come uppon
the hipocrite in Zion. |
| 2. |
If my Mother had ben living she would have ben 59 years old.
Should I live to so count this number of years, the revolutions,
God onely knows. God save me. |
| 3. |
Saturday. I am writing, God onely knows my heart this day.
The thoughts of my heart or the emotions of my minde causes
my very head to acke. O God be merciful unto me and let me find
grace in Thine eyes and those that fear Thee. O save my sole
from ruin, my body from destruction, for thy hand ma[i]d feels
to put her trust in Thee. Enlighten my minde and give my sole
understanding. Let not my hart think evil, nor my tongue speak
vanity. O let the trew [true] seed remain in my heart and bring
forth much fruit. |
| 4. |
Finished a letter to my Br Chancy D Huntington in the State
of N[ew] Y[orkl. May it be sanctified to his good and thy name
shall have all the glory. It is Sunday. I am at home, not able
to go to meting but God will be there, or his Speret, and O
may the saints be edified. Amen. |
| 5. |
Sister Steward and Edards ware here. This day Henry B Jacobs,
my husband, is 28 years old. Lidia Partridge is 15 years old
the 8 of the month. |
| 6. |
Nancy Nowell was here. |
| 7, 8. |
Learning to brade Palmlef hats at Mother H[untington's]. |
| 9. |
Lidia Partridge assisted me about washing. I am very tired
at night. Never to be forgotten at 11 oclock, O then what shall
I say. At or after 4 I went to sleep. O Lord have mercy uppon
my Sole. Teache me the ways of eternal life. Give me that gift
above all others. Behold this is the desire of my hart. Comfort
us, yes, Henry in his trouble, for he has not repined a word.
Accept of our thanks for life, forgive the weakness of my heart,
and let me do nothing but what shall be to thy honour and Glory
and my soles [soul's] salvation. |
| 10. |
Stayed all night at Lides [Lydia's]. Had a chat with Silva
Ann Corkens. |
| 11. |
Herd Wm Smith Preach. He returned last week on Sunday. It
brought Peculiar feelings to hear the last one of the family
that are living of the Males speak to the saints. O may he be
preserved in honour to the name of Isreals God. His Wifes health
is very poor. |
| 12. |
Wm has ben very sick with his fase [face]. It broke to day. |
| 13. |
Edward Duzet was here, and Mother Brewer. A man has ben Murdered
(O my Feelings) over the river this week in attempting to rob
the house, and his son wounded.41 Thus the inhabitants of the
earth are ripening for destruction. There are many thre[a]ts
by our enemes these days but we put our trust in the God of
Hosts. Rufus Allen Polished the fir [incomplete] |
| 14. |
God of heven and earth forgive me my sins. O let me be pure
before thee. The work of God moves rappidly. |
| 15. |
A day of Fasting and Prayer, each family carrying there day's
Provision to the Bishop for the Poor Saints. May the blessings
of Heaven attend his people. O hear thou the Prayers of this
People this day, that the Season may crown us with Plenty and
in espesial manner Protect us from our enemes. Let them eat
the bread that they prepare for us, O Lord. Lord has ben merciful,
the [incomplete] |
| 16. |
Peace and Prosperity reignes in the City, good order and br[otherly]
love. |
| 17. |
My minde is solemn these days. O help me ever to do right,
O Lord. |
| 18. |
Sunday, 18 Elder Sherwood arrived from the South with 3 can[n]ons
that he obtained from a merchant, and 10 kegs of powder, when
all [incomplete] |
| 19. |
Herd that George P Dikes was very sick at Ioway. He is sent
to perchase glass for the Temple. Monday the brethren have gone
to Carthage to attend the court for trial.42 |
| 20. |
I went upon the hill called at [obliterated] and obtained
some fills for home. |
| 21. |
I washed, And went with sister Brewer to see Wm Smiths Wife
[Caroline]. She has the dropsy, eppears nigh her end, yes soon
to close this mortal s[c]ene. She has ben taped [tapped?] 20ty
times, had taken from her 53 gallons of water. The extent of
her suffering no one knoweth. Has ben East during her sickness. |
| 22. |
[No entry] |
| 23. |
[No entry] |
| 24. |
Saturday. This memorible day the Sun arose clear in the east.
The morning was serene and silent. The Sun and Moon ware at
about equel hith [height] in the horizen, as if to rejoice wit[h]
the Saints in Praises to the most high. The Saints repared (all
that knew it) to the Temple at 6 in the morning. The 12ve and
the workmen, some brethren, the Band with the banner of liberty
floting in the gentle brese, the last stone was lade [laid]
on the Temple with shouts of Hosanah to God and the Lamb, amen,
&c. Joy filled every bosom and thanks to our God that had
preserved us. Pres B Youngs made some remarks very appropriate.
This is the Seventh day even on which God rested from all his
works and the Jews still keep it. O may Isreal in these last
day keep all thy statutes. O Praise the Lord for all his goodness,
y[e]a his mercies endureth forever. Exalt his holy name for
he hath no end. He hath established his work uppon the Earth
no more to be throne down. He will r[em]ember all his covenants
to fulfil them in there times. O praise the Lord Forever more,
Amen.43 At 10 oclock A M the funerale services of Caroline Smith,
wife of Wm Smith, ware attended. Elder Orson Prat[t] Preached,
Text, 1 Corinthians 15 chap 43 verse. It commenced an excelent
discourse. She was laid in the Tomb. |
| 25. |
Attended Meeting at the Stand. Elder Page spoke uppon the
necesity of revilation, also knoledge as being assential to
saIvation. Quoted Mat[t.] 11 commenced at the 27 [verse], also
some others he alluded to. Administered the Sacrament in the
P M. |
| 26. |
My br Dimick is 38 years old. The bretheren are at Carthage
yet. Dismissed the old jurimen, appointed a new one. O Justice
whare art thou fled? O freedom whi [why] fast thou faded away.
Remember Thy People in mercy O Lord of hosts and avenge innocent
Blood in thine own way. |
| 27. |
All well but Henry. O He that comforts the afflicted, draw
nigh. |
| 29. |
I was at D[imick's]. The witnesses ware examined to day at
Carthage and a sister Graham, sister Carington was here. |
| 30. |
Bra[i]ding a Palmlief hat. O Lord draw nigh into my Sole and
have mercy uppon me, O thou Jehovah. |
| 31. |
Saturday. Finished Henres Pantiloons, and shirt to day. Dry
wether. The Temple progreses rappedley [rapidly]. All things
show that there is a God in Isreal. Prase him, Praise Him all
ye People. O may All the Saints Honour His Great Name. |
| Kesäkuu 1845 |
| 1. |
June the l[s]t, 1845. We all went to Meeting. Elder Kimble
[Kimball] spoke first, followed by Pres Youngs. Grateful are
we to hear the instruction from these Brethren through the
Mercy of God and the Prayers of faith. The men have not ben
to Carthage. They spok well.
Zebulun had a chill and I had to retire in the morning, soon
after we arived at the ground.
|
| 2. |
Assisted old Sister Liman on a quilt. A fine shower for which
we are truly thankful. B Young said his praires [prayers] ware
herd. |
| 3. |
Caroline and Lidia Partridge ware here. |
| 4. |
Soft breezes. O that they could cure the heart. But God be
merciful to mortality and viset in mercy, to thy Glory. Amen. |
| 5. |
I called to see Sister Silvia Ann C. She was one that was
kinde to Henry and Oliver in the State of N Y. Also her Fathers
Family entertained the traviling Saints in great kindness. O
may they be blest and all that r[em]ember the commands of God.
Silvia Ann gave a concert. I had the Priviledge of walking through
some woods. Very pleasent. |
| 6. |
Done a large wash for which I was thankful for streangth.
Called on a sick sister. Henry administered to her. Saw Sister
Limans bed burnt. The way that it took fire is not known. It
was seen by the neighbors. |
| 7. |
Two boys ware smuhered [smothered] in the sand. It caved of
yesterday, found to day. They ware at scool, went there at noon,
went there to play. I am reading natcheral Philolophy [natural
philosophy]. O may my mind comprehend. |
| 8. |
Sunday. I stayed at home and took care of Sister Browers children.
She has oft done the same for me. The Earth needs rain. |
| 9. |
A beautiful Shower the Lord hath again blessed the Earth that
she may bring forth in her streangth, for which the Saints feel
to praise Him. |
| 10, 11. |
Henry went to see Pres. B. Young to be councel upon his and
families situation. O God be merciful unto us, I ask in the
Name of Jesus, thy Sone. |
| 12. |
A day of fasting and prayer for the Church of Jesus Christ
for his blessing uppon us in all things, our Health, Crops,
flocks, and that our Enemes may be turned from us. This People
and place now stands by faith. |
| 13. |
Assisted P A in making [clothes] and preparing Andrew Litle['s]
Child for its burial, there onely Son. I truly hope they may
be comforted. Wm and Caroline his wife returned from Lima, also
George Buell. They are all well. |
| 14. |
Bra[i]ding a hat for Henry, finished his vest to day. O thou
who are from everlasting to everlasting hear Thou my prayer
at this time. I Humbly beseech of thee, teach mee the way of
Eternal Life and may I have Grace to walk there in. O Give me
a Speret like unto thy self Endew [endow] me from on high that
I may know the diversity of Sperets and have power to over come
all but the trew one even that of thee. Grace divine. A minde
sublime a Pure Heart thats ever clean that all my dreams may
be serene that the truth may stand at my right hand that come
from above thats filled with Love to Give this to me that I
may be free from sin and from strife that at the end of my life
I may be Clear as the sun pure as Gold that my Saviours fase
I then may behold.44 |
| 15. |
Henry is quite sick. Pres Josep Youngs and Father Jacobs administered
to him. It is Sunday. I could not attend meting. I heard that
Orson Hide preached. The saints had a good meeting this evening.
H[enry] is a little beter since the bretheren administered to
him. They told him that he should live, be blest, &c. All
good. |
| 16. |
Joseph Youngs brought us a pan of flour and 7 eggs. May He
be blest an hundred fold. A friend in need is a friend in deed. |
| 17. |
I went to Sister [Patty] Sessions. She is quite sick with
the Clery Mobus [cholera morbus].45 I pray that she may be quick
restored to health, for her labors are very much needed in the
Church. In the afternoon we went to my brother Wms. He has been
sick but is beter. It is the first time H[enry] has ben out
since he was sick. We took supper with them. Sister Balis [or
Boles or Bales] was there. We returned home some what tired.
Mother Huntington came in with some milk. Mother has visited
Sister Brower to day. Behold how lovely it is for Friends to
dwell together in unity. O God ever let union Prevail. After
we ware in bed Pres J[oseph] Youngs brought us another pan of
flour. I Pray God to bless him, and his forever, for I believe
his alms will come in remberence before God. O may we r[em]ember
his example and if God ever blesses us with means, may we go
and do like wise. There was frost on the night of the 16 [June]
up the river that killed trees, and some of there vegitables.
No frost here. |
| 18. |
It rains fine, Henry is beter. |
| 19. |
The rafters are on the Temple. All things move rappidly and
in order about it. |
| 20. |
Steady rain Sutch as we need. Praise ye the Lord for His merces
endureth forever. Evry thing in the City looks promissing. |
| 21, 22. |
A lowery Sabath to day. Wm Smith is Marr[i]ed to Miss Robens.
Br Mikesel and wife came here in the evening and brought us
a pan of flour and some string beans. He brought us some beans
and dride [dried] pumpkin last week. I hope they may be blest
for all there kindnesses. When we ware sick Hiram Mikesel administered
to us. |
| 23. |
Last night about 10 oclock Irvine Hodge was stab[b]ed 4 times
in his left side, also 4 blows on the head, done not far from
Pres B Youngs in the field. He leaped 2 fences after it was
done and expired in the road in about 10 minets [minutes]. Sister
Youngs herd the blows. Sister Nights saw a man run from the
same cource from whence it was done, also herd the groans. The
man she saw is supposed to be the perpetrator of the deed. The
said Hodge was direct from Burlington. He has a Brother there,
sentensed to be hung on the [blank] of Sept next for Murder.
He was a man of unbounded temper.46 GeneraI Deming [shot] Mr
Marshal at Carthage in self defense. The contension arose concerning
some Land or the taxes. Mr Marshal was a hostile man to the
truth.47 |
| 24. |
One Year ago to day Joseph and Hirum Smith left for Carthage,
a day never to be forgotten in the anels [annals] of History,
ne[i]the in the bosoms of the saints. A foundation of sorrow
was then laid. |
| 25. |
Took supper at Wm. 5 buried to day. Thus we all have once
to dy [die]. |
| 26. |
Called at Br Pecks. Saw Sister Thorn. As Abigal and I stood
by the road I saw 2 men come to blows for the first time in
my life. They ware disputing in the house but came to the door
in a rage and blows insult. I then considered the state the
world was in, and what must soon come to pass. |
| 27. |
One year ago to day did My Mortal Eyes behold the slain Marters
for of our God for the cause of truth. Behold they rest in peace.
The Work of which these men by the assisting Grace of God succeeded
in laying the foundation moves with rappidity. We can see the
hand dealings of God in mercy from day to day. The roof of the
Temple is now about ready for the shingles. But Joseph and Hirum
are not here. Yet we believe they are doing a great work in
our favour behind the Vale [veil]. We feel that when the cause
of truth advances we are blest whether in the body or out. It
is a lowry day, our hearts are filled with meditation. Presendy
Buell and Caroline Huntington ware here to day. |
| 28. |
Saturday. All in good health. Reparing my silk dress that
my Parents got for me in the state of N[ew] Y[ork] 10 years
ago. Presendia and I took Supper with Father and Mother. Surely
we are blesed. |
| 29. |
Attended Meeting at the Grove on the Temple block at the same
spot whare oft I have seen the Prophet Stand and Patrearch with
there countenences beaming with inocence. May I say the index
of there heart, the words of eternal life flowing from there
Lips filling the hearts of the Saints with Wisdom and jolly
Days and Hours have past uppon this concecrated spot will never
be forgotten throughout all Eternity. O May I have wisdom to
prffet [profit] with all and be accepted before the throne of
Grace at the morn of the First resurrection to come forth with
the Sanctified and be crowned with the Just for Jesus sake. |
| 30. |
Sister Mires and daughter Catherine Foy left here this morning.
Henry Baptised her in the State of Penn. They ware kinde in
sickness to Henry. |
| Heinäkuu 1845 |
| 1. |
July the 1st, 1845. Julia assisted me in sewing. Mother Brower
was here. The Twelve and the old Poliece Had a Din[n]er or Feast
at the Masonic Hall, a day of recreation, also Music. I am grateful
that those who have stood by the Authorates B[e]aring the Burden
both night and day can have A time of rejoicing. |
| 2. |
Sister Robins and Caroline took supper with us. Henry brought
home 13 yards of carpetting from the weavers which is the works
of my own hands. |
| 3. |
At the Thursday Prayer meeting Father John Smith made some
exelent remarks concerning the Priesthood, Prayer, Endewment,
&c. |
| 4. |
A day long to be remembered. O liberty how ha[s]t thou falen
O Lord wilt thou restore thy People to trew [true] liberty,
even to keeping thy selestial Law. Forgive me all my sins that
I may be free indeed. Show unto me my self that I may be wise.
Give unto me Thy speret that I may ever desern [discern] the
trew Speret and be a [blotte] thereby and Thy name shall have
the Glory, Amen. I feel to thank thee for food, for raiment,
for causing vedgitition to come forth as thou hast this year.
O may thy blessings continue with thy People forever worlds
without end. I Also thank thee for health and the innumerable
Blessings that this People enjoy. Help us O Lord ever to be
grateful and Humble. These are a few of of my desires. Pen is
inadiquate to numerate thy mercies. O ever let my minde dwell
with wisdom and comprehend thy laws to thy glory. |
| 5. |
Sister Eliza Partrage and I took dinner together. Sister Nowel
made me A viset this afternoon. Nanc[y]s name was spoke of for
good. Mother Thorn stayed here all night. |
| 6. |
Sunday. I took care of Sister Brower children this after noon.
I am alone. O that my time and thoughts might ever be guided
in wisdom. Yesterday, it being Saturday, the 5th of July, 1845,
Father Huntington locked up his chest of tools at the Temple.
He has Labored 3 years mostly. He has done 818 days works. Now
in good health, Aged 61 the 28 of Last March. |
| 7, 8, 9, 10, 11. |
Abigail Thorn stayed here with me to day. |
| 12. |
Finished my Sun bonet. |
| 13. |
Sunday. |
| 14, 15, 16. |
I called to see Sister Eliza Snow. She has ben confined to
her be[d] 5 weeks, but O the patience. She is worthy of imitation.
She is at E[l]der S Marcums [Stephen Markham], a fine family.
I went with sister [Patty] Sessions to br Geens Funeral. Pres
B Youngs spoke. May I never forget the words that fell from
his lips. He spake of the power the Saints would have over disease,
The fall of the Earth, its redemption, also all those that ware
destined to this planet or world. Br Neel and son ware there
from the state of N[ew] Y[ork].48 |
| 17. |
We started for Lima after black berries, arrived at Presendes
nine the next morning, distance 30 [31] miles. A slight shower. |
| 18. |
We took a fine ramble through the woods and bushes, thought
we should be thankful when briars and thorns ceased. |
| 19. |
The company, 6 of them, started for Nauvoo in the morning,
I tarr[i]ed with my Sister. A fine day. |
| 20. |
Sunday, 20 of July 1845. Harriet had a Son born unto Wm Huntington
in the new and everlasting covenant. It was born 10 minets before
5 in the afternoon. Caroline Clark is His first [wife], Harriet
is her own sister. Hirum Clark and wife, there Father, are in
England. |
| 21. |
Monday. I and my little Son are still in Lima at my sisters.
Her company is sweet but at lovely Nauvoo or City of Joseph
how dear is the sosiety of the Saints. |
| 22. |
Father and Henry arrived here in the evening, all in good
health. |
| 23. |
We went to pick berr[i]es. Had a good time. Sister Bo [page
torn] was at Presendes to day. While wandering in the bushes
beneath the shade of large trees, seeing the Plenty of fruit
that filled the wo[o]ds, ah, thought I, the care that our Bountiful
Creator has even for the fowls of Heven to prepare for them
a feast. |
| 24. |
Father, Presendia, George, and my self went again the first
time that I ever had the privilege of picking berres with my
Father. It is the last time that I viseted the Woods this year.
I feel truly grateful for the helth I have had. |
| 25. |
This morning Henry and I started with our son for home at
9, oclock a m. We arived home just as the sun was setting in
silence in the far western Sky. About an hour after we left
Mr Buels, Father started for home afoot. Arived 8 in the evening
distance 31 miles. |
| 26. |
We are all in good health at home, for which we have reason
to rejoice. This morning Oliver Started for the State of N.
Y. with Br Neel and his son Wm. Neel. O may the blessings of
Heven espesially of wisdom and the grace of God atteng my brother
Oliver. |
| 27. |
We attended meeting. It was mostly uppon bisness of bilding
the Nauvoo House and Temple in the forenoon and the Sacrament
in the P M. |
| 28. |
All in good health. Lucy Hatfield was bad. |
| 29. |
A time of Peace in this City. But I herd or red that England
ware about to make war with America uppon the subject of Oragon
and Texas. O Lord roll on thy work, untin [until] All things
are accomplished--the Lamanites blossom as the rose, Jerusalem
be rebuilt, restored, and Zion be Established through out her
dominions no more to be thrown down F[or] ever without End,
and thy Name shall have the Glory, even the Father, Son, Holy
G[h]ost, Amen. |
| 30. |
I commenced spinning for Presendia. Sister Liman was here
and Sister Nowell took sup[p]er with us. |
| 31. |
Thursday. No prayer meeting to day. Warm and plesent. Bisness
moves rappidly. Great advancements made on the Temple daily.
Let it hasten. |
| Elokuu 1845 |
| 1. |
July [August] the 1, 1845. Mother Brower was here. O may I
have trew wisdom and knowledge. |
| 2. |
Zebulun was taken to day with the Scarlet fever. |
| 3. |
It is Sunday, as it is called or the first day of the week.
We stayed at home with Z[ebulun] who is very sick, but herd
those speak of the Meeting that ware there. Pres B Young spoke
to the People in the name of the Lord. Told us as a People to
arise and shake our selves, be more diligent in our prayers
and prayer meetings. If we did not it would not be well with
us. He says can you not bare [bear] Prosperity without being
slothful? Sayed if we would be faithful we should be Blesed.
O may diligence ever be pen[n]ed on my heart and this warning,
he that holdeth out to the end shall be saved, if ye love Me
keep my command. He spake many things worthy of all attention
and must be pa[i]d heed to by this People if we continue and
I firmly believe we shall for [incomplete] |
| 4. |
An Election to day also a Bee drawing wood for the Nauvoo
brick yard. Beter than a hundred teams ware out, agreeable to
council yesterday. The Lord is just, therefore the Lord will
reward the Saints according to there diligence in all things
if they continue. Norman Buel and wife returned home to Lima
to day. Came up yesterday. Zebulun is quite sick--the rash is
out some, about the same. Nancy Nowell set up with Zebulun. |
| 7. |
Disease continues to prey uppon the child. O Lord how long
shall we labor under these things, even children suffering so
sore? Wilt thou has[t]en the time in thine Own waw [way] when
the Saints shall have power over the destroyer of our mortal
body. Not that I would complain at thy hard dealings, O Lord.
All things are right with Thee. But O the weakness of Human
nature. |
| 8. |
To day is a day of fasting and Prayer with me. Mother Brower
and I set over the feeble body of my little son. He is very
sick. Caroline and Lydia Partrage set up with us. Father Jacobs
administered to Zebulun after sun set. Sayed he thought he would
live. May it be so. |
| 9. |
Z[ebulun] is some beter than he was last night. May the prospect
continue to bri[gh]ten. Walter Davis set up with Henry. H[enry]
Baptized him in the state of N Y. He, Davis, is or has ben a
Salor. He now assists in pulling up timber on the Temple. He
that Sings thus in the wisdom of God, the Gospel net has caught
all and the building is fitly framed. |
| 10. |
Mother Huntington spent part of the day with me and time of
conversing uppon the resurrection of the ded, &c. Zebulun
is a little beter. If it is the will of Heven may he soon recover
to perfect soundness and God shall have the Glory. |
| 11. |
Sunday. Wm W Felps [Phelps] addrest the Church to day from
the stand. In the afternoon the different quorums Met. |
| 12. |
Another Election to day. Zebulun cannot walk a step. A colored
woman washed for us to day. O God help me to humble my self
before thee in that thou will own and bless me for I feel Poor
and needy rember me in mercy, O Lord, even the God of my Sperit
that I may praise Thee fo[r]ever worlds without end and O that
I may be an honour to thy Church. |
| 13. |
Eliza P and Sister Liman ware here. |
| 14. |
Cleaning house. Nancy was here, also Br Repsher and his wife.
The Last shingle was lade on the Temple. Prase the Lord. |
| 15. |
A general fast for the whole Church. Although I am at home
with my sick son I feel that the Speret of God is with the people
at the meeting ground to bless the Meek. O let me be one of
that number for I desire it with all my heart, for I feel to
renew my covenant with Thee O God my Heavenly Father, desiring
to lay hold on Faith and obedience unt[o] Salvation that I may
be saved with a fulness of joy among those of the hi[gh]est
Glory. Wilt thou prepare me for this and may I be an honour
to those with whom I am concerned. O wilt Thou give me grace
in the eyes of the trew saints and thy Name shall have the honour,
worlds with out end, amen and Amen. Wm called and had a chat. |
| 16, 17. |
Zebulun is some beter, on the amend. |
| 18, [17]. |
Sunday. Wm Smith Spoke to the People. Elder Talor [John Taylor]
made an appropriate reply. It was needed. And God wilt thou
be merciful to Thy People for thou art acquainted with all there
needs. Give us wisdom.49 |
| 19. |
I am bra[i]ding Palmleef. |
| 20. |
Washing. A beautiful day, and may my heart be clean. |
| 21. |
This morning as the day dawned a violent Thunder storm arose
in the west. There was a man struck ded by [t]he lightning in
town. I have not learned his name, but he was from England.50 |
| 22. |
Elias Smith had his in fare at Br Talors Farm 8 miles out.
I went to school to him in Kirtland Ohio. John went with the
Printers. I viseted with Sister Holmes and her sisters and Sister
in Law. |
| 23. |
Henry worked on Joseph Youngs house. [I] spun 34 [k]nots of
warp. |
| 24. |
Attended Meeting at the Stand. Joseph Youngs spoke. It is
the 3d time that he has spoken publickly to this People and
has ben a resident of this place 6 years. He is first, of the
7 Pres of all the Seventes. He spoke uppon the resurrection
some. Pres B Youngs spoke after him uppon what was wisdom for
us to preserve our healths &c. Very good. A bisness meeting
in the P M for all the Males of the Church. |
| 25. |
Took sup[p]er at Wm. They had company and sent for me. A fine
repast of ripe Peaches and melons. I feel truly grateful that
my life has ben spared uppon the Earth to partake of the bountes
therof. Praise Ye the Lord for his merces endureth forever.
O may all these things lead us to faithfulness, to humility
and diligence in keeping all the commands of God. |
| 26. |
A very warm day. I am laboring at the [spinning] wheel to
procure an honest living. O Lord wilt thou give me streangth
for I fee[l] the flesh is weak. Let not my minde be to[o] much
plased uppon the things of this world, but may I labor with
my might for the things of a beter and finde acceptance with
my Redeemer. |
| 27. |
Viseted the sick, and washed. Quite warm. Dimicks Child is
very sick, the babe. |
| 28. |
All in good health for which I am truly grateful. Henry was
on the prairie. I stayed at Fathers all night. |
| 29 [30]. |
The small boys have there tra[i]ning every Saturday. It looks
very nice. May they be blest I pray. |
| 30 [31]. |
Parl[e]y P Prat[t] returned from N Y City, arived last week,
has ben absent 9 months. He spoke uppon his mission. The World,
being ripe [for] the fulfilment of Prophecy, the Spread of the
Gospel. Said in 18 or 20 months there would not be an Island
but what the saving gospel should be in evry place. So may it
be, O Lord. Stated had he arived in Dec he would have ben astonished
to see things advan[c]ed as far as they are especially the Temple
and Nauvoo House. |
| Syyskuu 1845 |
| 1. |
Sept. the 1, 1845. A pleasent day of meditation uppon the
work of God in thes last days. |
| 2. |
Spinning. Spun 22 [k]nots. When the body is weary the mind
is also. |
| 3. |
Very warm yesterday and to day. Between 5 and 6 in the evening
a violent thunderstorm arose accompaned with hail and wind.
Most of the Glass in the city on the north side of the buildings
ware broken. The longest hail storm that I ever saw. Vines ware
ruined. I would think uppon the Last days. |
| 4. |
Quite Cool. The Air is more pure and comfortable, for which
I feel thankful. I feel to acknoledge the hand of God in all
things. |
| 5, 6, 7. |
Sunday. In the Morning we went to Urbin Stewerts [Urban Stewart].
Henres sister Rebeccas child is ded, a daughter buri[e]d at
3 P M. We then went to Father Jacobs. He is sick, but on the
gain. |
| 8. |
Cool and pleasent. Washed. |
| 9, 10. |
Herd that the enemy had burnt 2 buildings in Lima for the
Bretheren.51 I assisted Sister Brower in washing as they are
sick. |
| 11. |
Lewes Damp, a Lamanite, gave me a money purse that his step
Daughter Nancy sent to me from the Mo Territory. She has ben
here and was baptized some years ago. When she left me or this
plac[e] for the far west, I took a ring from my finger and gave
it to her. She was a fine appearended girl. The purse is velvet,
beautifully ornamented with beads or her own hands work. |
| 12. |
Herd again from Lima. The mob has burnt 7 buildings. |
| 13. |
Herd from Lima [that] the mob are raging, burning buildings,
grain, driving all before. |
| 14. |
Went to meeting Pres Young, Heber C K[imball] Amacy [Amasa
Lyman] spoke, told us the necessity of hearing to councel, mentioned
the enemy, told us not to fear, put our trust in God. At Father
Jacobs in the P M. He is very sick. |
| 15. |
The enemy still continues to burn and drive in the Bretheren,
not even giving time to save all there furniture. O God, all
flesh is in thy hands. Thou canst turn there hearts even as
the rivers of water are turned. In Thee do I put my trust in
all things. |
| 16. |
They, the Mob, burnt a brothers hous 4 miles this side of
Carthage last night, and 400 bushels of grane [grain]. To day
Porter Rockwell Shot [blank] as they ware pursuing Mr. Backenstos
on the parrarie near the rail road. Ther was about 30, this
one was at the hed. He helped to concoct the plan to slay Joseph
and Hirum; he was at the Jail at the murder.52 |
| 17. |
The Bretheren are all at the stand armed and equiped. (To
day I went to see about getting some weving. Done when I was
gone--o my!) Henry went with Br. Marcum's Company in the region
of Bare Creek [at] 2 P M. Just as the sun was setting a Company
returned from the region towards Warsaw, all well. |
| 18. |
When I cast mine eyes out, what do I behold, evry brother
armed, his gun uppon his shoulder to protect his family and
Bretheren from the violence of the furious Mob who are now burning
all that falls into their way round about the Country. Ah Liberty,
thou art fled. When the wicked rule the People mourn. |
| 19. |
Friday. This morning at about 7 oclock 2 cannons ware fired
near the Temple which signified for all to be on the ground.
As I am alone I have not learned the particulars yet. Clear
and pleasant. |
| 20. |
The first thing I saw as I looked toward the Temple just as
the sun was risen, a white flag, a signature to gather. A company
is called for to assist a company that is out to execute the
Laws of the Land to put down the mob. |
| 21. |
All things move in order in the City. |
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